Do Not Disturb

imjustlonely:

I’ve reached that point of frustration/anxiety/sadness/melancholy where I just want to stay in bed, just lay here and pretend that it’s just me, just me, in this bed, surrounded by these walls, and nobody else is out there, nobody who I will hurt by being such a mess, and nobody to hurt me, even accidentally, because I’m irrational and fragile, whatever that means, and I want to be, but I don’t want to feel, because it’s all wrong, because I’m all wrong.

I know exactly how you feel. I’ve been there. It’s horrible and low and sometimes having a stranger to talk to helps, even if it’s just a little bit.

Do Not Disturb

imjustlonely:

I’ve reached that point of frustration/anxiety/sadness/melancholy where I just want to stay in bed, just lay here and pretend that it’s just me, just me, in this bed, surrounded by these walls, and nobody else is out there, nobody who I will hurt by being such a mess, and nobody to hurt me, even accidentally, because I’m irrational and fragile, whatever that means, and I want to be, but I don’t want to feel, because it’s all wrong, because I’m all wrong.

I know exactly how you feel. I’ve been there. It’s horrible and low and sometimes having a stranger to talk to helps, even if it’s just a little bit.

Posted 8 months ago 10 notes

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  1. s22nadarajah reblogged this from miiitch and added:
    I felt like that a year ago, around this time. sad times, and it didnt end till like september of this year.
  2. andielately reblogged this from miiitch and added:
    I’ve hit that low point a few times. Not a good feeling.
  3. miiitch reblogged this from imjustlonely and added:
    know exactly how you feel. I’ve been there. It’s horrible...sometimes having
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I'm Mitchell, and I like to write and design and cook and I spend way too much time on the computer and I have a thing for run-on sentences (and related or unrelated asides in parentheses). I have a boyfriend named Jeremy who I love very much.